So I only got 1 hour sleep last night (new medication's and their side effects, grrr. . . ), so if this isn't completely lucid, you understand. I did, however, write this a few weeks ago, so it should be fairly coherent. (I also stole this idea from Sognatrice at Bleeding Espresso.)And since I can't think of a better intro, here are thirteen things I've left unsaid:
1…. You never even tried to love me.
2…. Sometimes I wish I'd never met you.
3…. It's not all about you.
4…. Stop judging me.
5…. I wish you were still here for me. I need you.
6…. Just look at me!
7…. Could you ever love me?
8…. Let me finish—stop interrupting!
9…. Get over yourself.
10…. I need you more than I'll ever admit.
11…. Love me for who I am, not who you want me to be.
12…. Oh, grow up.
13…. Sometimes I just want everyone to leave me alone.
*If you know me personally and are reading this: I promise, I never thought any of these things at you.
Interesting list. I'll have to think a list of some of the things I've thought and never said.
ReplyDeleteYou know that is a really good idea and I bet it felt good too.
ReplyDeleteVery sad list btw but I know why some of them were left unsaid. I have a lot of the same.
I love your astrixs. I have to say that to people about characters. They ask who they are like. I have to tell them (over and over and over again) that I can't write like that - just don't have that skill!
ReplyDeleteThe list makes me want to give you a ((hug))
Happy TT
I'm not your consolation prize!
ReplyDelete*I'm really not that negative, I promise! I just liked the idea of getting certain things off my chest.
ReplyDeletedon't you hate it when you walk away and suddenly remember all of the things you wished you had said!! And then there are those things that are just better left unsaid. Hopefully, now that you've said them here you can let them go. I think that is the best feeling.
ReplyDeleteI hope you get a good nights sleep. I too suffer from bouts of insomnia so I feel for ya. Great list idea :)
ReplyDeleteHappy TT
I find myself between 10 and 13 all the time!
ReplyDeleteI hope you get some sleep tonight. Happy TT.
ReplyDeleteInteresting TT.
ReplyDeleteI bet it felt good to write all of those things.
Wow what a list of things left unsaid. In a way it has to feel good to get them out.
ReplyDeleteThanks for stopping by.
PS about the book thing there is a site (http://avidbookreader.com/2008/03/17/tbr-day-starts-this-wed/) that I have joined that promotes every Wednesday as TBR review. I think it will help clean out the piles ;)
PSS Let me know of any books I missed still have some cash burning a whole in the wallet.
Yep, Ive said many of those myself. It must be a woman vs man thing:) Happy TT and thanks for stopping by.
ReplyDeleteSome times things are better left unsaid, but then you still have to let out the residual emotions.
ReplyDeleteHow amazing...as I read your list I'm in the middle of a conversation where everyone of these apply. I may just cut and paste it!!
ReplyDeleteWhat a great list! I really like the idea of making a list like this, and have thought several of the things on your list but not said them.
ReplyDeleteSome things really are better left unsaid, as long as you don't internalise too much and implode.
ReplyDeleteI've thought a bunch of them but I'm not brave enough to say them aloud. Cool T13 post.
ReplyDeleteJennifer
Great list. I can relate to a lot of them--especially the last one.
ReplyDeleteThese are great. You compose really well with no sleep. Hope you feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteI think most of us have left these things unsaid.
ReplyDeleteHappy TT!
- Renee
That was quite funny actually.
ReplyDeleteI did this about two weeks ago for my TT as well (and I also stole it from Sognatrice). It's quite therapeutic, isn't it?
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