I'm back, after a short absence. I've decided that I should take up my blog once again after deleting it more than 6 months ago. Though I was a tad rash to delete all of my entries from earlier, instead of trimming out the ones I didn't want people to see, I plan to start anew. Much has changed in my life, but alas, much is still the same. I need perspective, which is something I only seem to find while writing. With life as my muse, I am able to capture the thoughts and feelings I can't seem to grasp otherwise.
My life, however, is still stuck in the same place it has been in for the past year. I want change in my life. I crave the ability to move mountains, even if they only appear to be ant hills from where I sit. I need something in my life that I can't quite express with words--the ability to act, to do something, to change who I am for the better.
Who knows what will come in the future; I only know that I want to live my life fully instead of the shell of a life it is now. I need peace and I need comfort. Most of all I need understanding. It will come in time, of that I am sure, but waiting for that time is what is killing me now. When will I find peace? I pray it is soon. I need it so desperately.
